This blog is my scattered thoughts and memories. It is a memoir of my daily life struggles. It is a raw and unfiltered piece of writing. It is ramblings I have yet to ever reread before hitting publish. It is my accounting and memory to how things happened. It’s not meant to be hurtful to anyone. When I got told I had cancer I realized how much I wanted to say and hadn’t. How many feelings I had buried and left there. This blog is simply me. Thank you for taking the time to read it.