What defines me?

Cancer , A Dozen Kids , Life, Struggle

My Fozzy Subaru

If you haven’t already read of my Subaru Journey you really should. If you have you know my Subaru is the only car I have ever felt comfortable driving. In fact I am not sure that I have ever even gone the speed limit in any other car. My fears kept me driving like a …

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I realize more and more how much I play into the victim role. I truly wish to stand up and break free from it. Not live my life worried on the negatives of what they may try. This week was defeating. My ex’s still play a huge role in destroying everything good in my life. …

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So I didn’t tell dinner from my side and my actions just as I seen my kids doing. Truthfully my side should be told as well. See when we sat down I already was full of worry. I kinda always am with food. The menus before me seem overwhelming. I am starved staring at the …

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The struggle with sadness was powerful this week. I did okay over the weekend but still struggled even being with him. He tried so hard to make me smile and have an enjoyable time. I left this afternoon and just balled my eyes out. I had cried before leaving him too but I didn’t talk …

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