What defines me?

Cancer , A Dozen Kids , Life, Struggle

I have really struggled this week. I have struggled to blog, to communicate, to feel good about much of anything. I have been striving towards finding a friendship. I reached out to a few women I had known or been acquaintances with in hopes for some female interaction. I have done nothing but fail at …

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I am notorious for pushing people away. It’s clear it’s exactly what I am doing now. I have begun to hide out within the walls of my home that I hate so much. I spend hours and hours in my bed feeling tired but unable to sleep. Staring at the ceiling thinking and feeling empty. …

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