What defines me?

Cancer , A Dozen Kids , Life, Struggle

Yesterday I knew something was wrong as soon as I woke up. I felt sick and cramping pains through my stomach. By afternoon I had realized I was about to get my period again. 🙁 I went through most of my life without one at all. I had baby after baby. I breastfeed. I was …

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So I failed to fake anything yesterday. It was impossible to hide how terrible I felt. Marc that amazing man of mine he knows all though. I got up made him some breakfast and Malachi and myself just a bit of something. After finishing I ended up asking to just lay down a bit. I …

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I try hard to hide anytime I am in pain. Marc knows me well enough to know each face though. Yesterday I came home to his place and I hadn’t been feeling well the entire day. When I got here I tried to eat something and lay down praying it would give me some relief. …

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So I am really glad that I got some more info today from my nurse… There is a huge difference in chemo and chemo radio lol. I need both!!! But These first 4 cycles are just chemo I check in at the center I take a seat they put in a canula which from my …

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