What defines me?

Cancer , A Dozen Kids , Life, Struggle

Marc always makes sure to find fun adventures for us to do when there is a errand to run. Today we were to take my oldest son to my baby brother. He lives about an hour drive from us. He had offered to meet in the middle but Marc had thought we could just drive …

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Phone calls have continued from the kids dads. Did you call friend of court and raise my support? Did child support go up? Apparently they are working two jobs with child support being taken from both. Did they expect friend of court to need my permission to take money owed? Or that I needed to …

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Blogging is my love. Since I was little I loved to write and I loved math. I hated that people were so critical of each other’s writing’s. Worry little about the grammar and more about the message. There is a time and place for perfecting of course but if we criticized less we may be …

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You know I don’t feel safe with my bathroom door closed. That is one of the crazy effects of abuse that still linger. I remember being 17 pregnant with my first child. In my own apartment. I had a job I could walk to. I had the perfect location. I was happy and alone. Then …

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I have been debating in my mind writing a letter. Debating if it’s worth my time. Even debatingĀ if it would lead to me feeling better or debating if it will leaving me feeling worse. Back in forth my mind debating to put the pen to the paper. To say all that I never did. To …

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Have you ever had a moment in public where your child was being misjudged by an outburst out of his control. Autism in public is not seen in a good light. It’s often seen as a naughty out of control child. One who may lack manners you feel they should have. My son just turned …

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On day two of Marc’s work trip we both walking back from our hot tub adventure spoke of never being in love before meeting. Not true love anyways. See we had never had the kind of feelings we feel so deep for each other. We may have thought in the moment with others that it …

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We had known for some time now that Marc had a new work training he needed to complete for work. We had in fact postponed it once because there was so much going on we just couldn’t fit it in. Scheduling it for a time I was able to come with! His work let him …

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I can’t believe I am 34 in fact prior to my Birthday Celebrations I had my own age wrong. My daughter asked google to calculate my birthday as I was certain to be an entire year younger than I am. Can you imagine 34 and already forgetting my age!? It happened! Marc had asked me …

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My children are just wonderful! Today is my birthday and as a early treat yesterday my daughter and her boyfriend took me to the movies. They treated me to the new Christopher Robin movie. Disney’s new spin off from the classic Winnie The Pooh tale. Ecstatic was I to be going to the movie with …

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