What defines me?

Cancer , A Dozen Kids , Life, Struggle

I spent so much time thinking of how angry I was that the men I chose to bare kids with don’t do their share. Never taking the time to reflect on the strength I gained from doing it on my own. Without that help I had to find ways to rely on myself. Not only …

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So I’ve already told you that I have some mental health struggles. Honestly, I’ve really got good reigns on it lately and seem to truly improve daily in my opinion. Often I find myself asking Marc as well. Do you think my meds are working well? Am I normal? As if anyone really is. However …

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My life has just been blessed. I have no complaints of any kind. Last week Marc added to our routine. He decided that in the morning he needed to add in a cuddle with me before leaving for the day for work. Talk about my kind of man! Seriously, ladies he is perfection! So we …

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Everyone has their own thing that they just love right? I’d say mine is true stories. I’m just absolutely obsessed with them. If I have the tv on you can almost bet that the show or movie is a true story. Based on some true events or a docuseries where I can learn about someone …

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You can’t even imagine how long I’ve procrastinated such a simple task like picking up the phone. Today my only real goals is to make three phone calls. One call to Lowe’s to find my missing toilet. One call to comcast to change my plan. Then one last call to my eye doctor for a …

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Are we all not so excited that last year is finally gone? I don’t know about you but I am feeling a bit stronger after surviving that mess. Only can go up from here kind of attitude to take into the New Year. New Years Eve there is no party to tell of. It’s just …

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Another Christmas under our belts. As always nothing went as it was planned and yet it went without a flaw. Starting Christmas shopping back in August left me with quite the stack. Eight hundred presents in all. There was no tree as the solid month before Christmas we took turns passing around this awful sickness. …

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It’s always been a clear fact that I have had anxiety. Defining that a little further I would label it as social anxiety. Lately, I’ve felt it at a much thicker presence. In Walmart, which as a coupon princess I can easily be in that store 6 times a day, the self check out stopped …

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While in Alabama staying in that magnificent cabin I noticed a bird. I kept calling it a crane but truth be told I am really not sure what it was. When I perked up seeing us wind back into the woods where we would be staying. The “crane” like bird was right out my window …

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Let’s talk about the outdoor part of my most fabulous vacation. This spectacular cabin I found and had booked for us had deeded lake access. About 100 feet from the cabin itself. Surrounding the cabin was thick woods it was the perfect spot for exploration. We took off up what I called a mountain side …

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