What defines me?

Cancer , A Dozen Kids , Life, Struggle

So why stay in such a toxic place with him for 15 years… I believed honestly that no one else would or could love me. I thought that the emotions he showed were love. I would leave all the time and just to end up right back in the same spot. His tears of forgiveness …

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I have generally lead a submissive life. I haven’t shared much of that with Marc. I find it spilling over and him giggling at me for things he has no idea the underlyings of.  Things like dinner being done and on the table when he gets off of work. Since I was 16 years old …

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Family

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I have never seen family as a very positive experience. I don’t mean to make it sound harsh towards those I share blood with it is just I never could feel loved in the way I needed from them. I never have felt like a priority above all else and honestly I don’t think that …

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If you had asked either of of 6 months ago if we thought we would be here the answer would have absolutely without a doubt been a No! I was simply bored and lonely searching craig list for my out. My exit strategy on my failing abusive relationship was all that was on my mind …

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The love of a child is pure. It’s the truest form of love there is. It’s that unconditional and without fault. My son doesn’t give his love out very easily. He isn’t much for sitting still. Not much for being to close if your not his mom and occasionally he can tolerate certain siblings enough …

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Yesterday morning I woke up feeling a bit sick and begun my normal routine. I first rolled to his side of the bed I wrapped him in my arms and took 3 deep inhale exhales. I kissed his shoulder as this particular morning he was turned on his side away from me. I then grabbed …

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It’s not that no one has ever said I was there soul mate before I have heard it a million times in my life time. I haven’t ever felt it. All the way to my core when he says it I feel it. The way we work together it just all meshes. We compliment each …

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I have seen so much addiction in my lifetime. My need to save those suffering is great. I’ve seen first hand up close what addiction does to families. What it did to mine. My second husband laid on the floor of a basement me giving the okay to have a needle into his heart to …

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