What defines me?

Cancer , A Dozen Kids , Life, Struggle

I’ve been thinking a lot lately of how absolutely perfect Marc and I are for each other. Can you imagine each and everyday feeling loved entirely. Like my cup is just over flowing all day in the biggest ways. He loves me more than I knew I could be loved. I dish it right back at him.

I leave him notes randomly. I leave them in places for him to smile over. He sends me a good morning text message every morning before he does anything else. I wake to being told I am beautiful every single day. It’s just like our children we want them to learn something we repeat it everyday with them right? He has spent time teaching me I am beautiful. That alone just feels so good.

The two of us paying attention to the details. I leave him his favorite treats bedside for his before bed snack routine. Or restock his activa so he can stay regular. LOL He sneaks me peanut butter milk in the fridge. Dark chocolates in the freezer. He knows I like my chocolate cold. I use to watch the bathroom trash can to see what he was snacking on before I had my key and I would then make it home made. I did that with some pb sandwich cookies. He still talks about those months later. It’s probably a hint now that I think about it. Yesh I better get my s*** together and make my man some pb sammies.

He is so thoughtful. He playfully jokes and teases with me but then later will wonder if it was okay with me and wants to make sure I took it just as playful. I seen this week he wasn’t going to breakfast anymore. (we share an account) I knew I was packing his lunch so that is why I didn’t see that stop but why not breakfast I thought to myself. I went to the kitchen to see what he might have been taking for breakfast. I really didn’t think there was much around for that. It was a turkey sammy. I thought gosh that is a lot of sammy for one day. Since that is what I was packing for lunches were different types of sammies. So I baked him a blueberry coffee cake. I thought it would go well with his iced coffee in the morning. I have plans to make him some breakfast burritos to freeze and pop in the microwave in the morning on his way. I have to figure out what I would wrap them in. They would need to hold in freezer then pop in a microwave and stay warm his drive till he parked to eat them. I am racking my brain this week to put my plan in action for next week.

I realize life’s struggles and challenges don’t seem difficult at all if you feel loved. On the painful moment throughout the day now I focus on what I can do to make him smile. Taking my mind off and keeping myself busy at the same time. Everything seems simple even the horrible things. My bad dreams have drifted back away and I have just focused on returning all the love I am given. I have not been in peace as much as I have this week. I just keep reminding myself how invincible Marc and I are together. I can build his strength daily just showing him what he means to me. As he does still for me. Be grateful for love you are given and return it with everything you are. It will build you up more than you can possibly imagine! His love makes me happy to my core!

11 thoughts on “So Much Love To Give

  1. theemilkbarr says:

    Beautifully written my friend 😍 I love leaving notes for Ben ❤️

  2. This is so great! It’s wonderful finding that person that no only makes you whole, but makes you a better person. Love the love between you two!

  3. Halle M says:

    It’s such a blessing to have a partner in life that you can love and be loved by!! Love this post!!

  4. You are really lucky to have got so much of love in your life..i wish you both a happy fun filled life!!

  5. Lana Cole says:

    What a happy and sweet post! Enjoy it! Life is short!💓

  6. Monica says:

    This is so beautiful! I always said the little things you do matters the most.

  7. You both are so blessed having found each other and by transference so are all the rest of us! We all love you!

  8. cortney says:

    You are so lucky to have found this kind of love in your lifetime!

  9. Jackie says:

    Such a beautiful thing to have this kind of love.

  10. This was so sweet and wonderful to read! I’m so extremely happy for you guys! I can’t think too long about how much I love my boyfriend. After all we’ve been through I will burst into tears. It’s so nice to have someone who you just fit with!

  11. Autumn says:

    So sweet to do this. My anniversary is coming up so I may do something similar

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