I have felt so weak and tired the last two days. Last night and the night before both I spent siting at the laptop but just couldn’t keep my eyes open long enough for my fingers to hit the keys. I feel the weight of my heavy eyes right now. I could stay in this bed for the entire day and sleep but then I’d get nothing at all done. I have more on my plate than I can bare to let go for a day. So rest is not in the cards once again. AT 1130 last night I was frantically cleaning and organizing but you can’t even tell today. The kids destroy things as quickly as I organize them. I wish I had a solution to feeling better I need energy to function. Have been avoiding food again. My tummy isn’t settling to put anything in it. Kids are all to school and I need to get myself up and moving. Cancer sucks the life from me sometimes.