There isn’t much to talk about when it comes to memories when you only want to hear the happy ones. I’ve got no voice I can’t give you what you ask it just doesn’t exist. I wish I had those happy times to share but I do not. Stay quiet maybe someone else will share. I feel so sad I just want to stop. Is there a shut off switch to my brain? Can I just stop thinking now? How can I break the silence….. how can I get out of my head? Why do I have not one positive thought? Positive thinking is what I need happy thoughts. He knows what’s best how do I find that in me…. how can I be less me. 🙁 ramblings of an emotional girl without answers.