I feel the need to take time to say my blog isn’t meant to point fingers or bash and bad mouth. I am not laying blame. Just expressing how situations and actions made me feel. How it effected me and my interpretation of events. What I may have thought to be a disaster may have been another’s defining moment. A child’s mind precieves things in it’s own way and an adult hold’s onto things most painful. The situations, pain, loneliness, lashing out it all brought me to where I am now. To the parent I am now. To the adult I have become and I am damn proud of me !