Once again another doctor has made me have to come in the back without the father of my kids. They say he may be allowed in later but that doctor would like to see me alone of course now here i am in this limbo waiting with my nerves shot and anxiety throw the roof a diaper on another in my hand and a puke bucket. Alone because im not married……. ugh this feel like cruelty. So I have my laptop putting it on silten and going to video chat the baby daddy from the waiting room to in here and hope not to get caught…. makes me feel less alone.