There is just so little I remember………….. the more I move forward finding out the more unsure I am that I want the details…… did it make me who I am will it help……..will it only bring more tears. What am I searching for? Do I have the strength to find it and if I do can i survive it? Anyone got the answers. My brain is a mess with foggy memories I am trying to pc together. Names I can barely remember. And no clue why it’s so hard to remember anything at all really. Small pcs along the way but no real recollection of anything substantial. Keep pressing forward hoping I can last the wrath.